Going Mad!

Today I had tuition for 4 hours from 3-7. At first i really hated it cause I feel damn bored & panic bout my upcoming Spm.*deep breath*. I guess I have to tahan till i finish my Spm then I will have my FREEDOM! Right now all I can think of is my PD trip with my schoolmates & classmates. XD. My girls and I planned that trip & all of us are looking forward for this trip. We girls was so excited bout it cause this will be our first trip far away from home WITHOUT PARENTS!!

There's a problem though. That is one of my friend(let's call her "A") wanted guys to go with us while the other one(let's call her B) didn't agree. B told me that this trip doesn't include outsiders will be better cause this PD trip is meant for us the TPIANS!! To tell the truth, I agree with B. I know why A wants guys to go so they can protect us. Haha. I know we girls don't need guys protection because we all are like TB!! (If you guys don't know what that means, come & ask me!) Anyway, I don't really mind if there are guys or no guys cause all I want is have a memorable & happy trip with my friends.

I didn't mention this matter to A though cause I don't want A & B fight or argue bout this silly matter. So right now I don't know what should I do & don't wanna think about it. That's all for now. I'm waiting for my bubble tea :p

~ciow~

BORING~~

Wow,seems like time flies huh? So fast that today is already Wednesday and tomorrow will be Thursday (well,who doesn't knows that :P). I'm feeling damn bored at home cause i have nothing to do & I don't have the mood to study. My mind seems to be occupied by many silly things.

Let's check out what I've done the whole day! It will be bored hearing out my routines. Haha. Well, today i woke up sharp at 12. Then I check my phone, wash my face, brush my teeth & MAKAN! Haha. I LOVE to EAT !! Well, who doesn't like to eat? Hmm, I think I know. Those are bulimia & anorexia doesn't like their food. What a waste. I'm not criticising them,k? Food is something which are freaking delicious & YUMMY! Right now I can imagine a bowl of UDON in front of me. Haha. I crazy bout Japanese food.

Ok. Let's come back here on my routine. After makan, I turn on the tv & check if there's any nice movie to watch. Sadly, there's none. I switched off the tv and went into my room staring at my phone & listening to my IPOD. Bout 10 minutes later, I online and chat with my baby boi of course. Keke. Suddenly, he didn't reply me so i decided to watch a DVD. The movie was nice though. The movie is called "Chocolate Fury". I never thought it will be interesting as my brother told me.

After the movie, I go makan my dinner and waited for James (my best buddy) to message me. While sms-ing him, I'm watching a HK movie "La Lingerie". One of the guy in that movie is freaking HAWT! I can't get my eyes off him. Yeah, I know I sounds like a pervert here but he is damn damn damn hawt! Hahahaha.

Then, I chilled in my bro's room and play with the camera. While playing the camera, I was waiting for my bro to pass me the comp cause I wanna update my blog! Here so am I. TADAAA.

Me in my bro's room

Secret Number 486 (Password to my heart) *kekeke*

I like the meaning of this song..Enjoy yourself peeps! You guys can check out this song by googling "younha secret number 486"


Don't tell me that you miss me every hour
I don't understand scripted dating lines
Don't tell me over a hundred times you love me
You're ruining our relationship
Girls aren't as naive as you think
Making us happy is slightly different.
Express your love 4 times a day
Laugh 8 times

Kiss me 6 times
It's the only password to my heart
No one else can know it
Only you can have me
You are my secret boy
Don't appear out of nowhere
I don't always get surprised
When you see my face without make-up
I even get mad
Guys aren't as fragile as girls
They believe they can do whatever they want and it'll be alright.
Express your love 4 times a day
Laugh 8 times

Kiss me 6 times
It's the only password to my heart
No one else can know it
Only you can have me
You are my secret boy
Don't give up because it's too hard
Understand that I only want you
Girls are always deceived by flirty guys
I hope you become someone who can console me after you trouble
Express your love 4 times a day
Laugh 8 times

Kiss me 6 times
It's the only password to my heart
No one else can know it
Only you can have me
You are my secret boy

Run Aground (Ge Qian)

This is my fav song from jay chou. I like this MV too. Is very touchy..*sob*sob*


The sky that hasn't cleared up for a while
As usual retains your smile
Cried before
Yet no way to bury guilt
The kite has run aground in the overcast sky
Missing you, still waiting to be saved
I'm pulling the string
Reviewing the tenderness you gave
Loneliness that is insolating
Laughing at me for not being able to give a promise
How come, how come
You unexpectedly forgave me
I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I'm already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space
Forget the expectation you had towards me
Finished reading dependency
I will leave very soon

What was I thinking?

I'm acting very weird today. Every half an hour I will check my phone and see if there's any messages. To my disappointment, there is NONE!! Well,I thought maybe I'm just feeling bored or something but then i realised is a NO. Haha. Yup,I'm waiting for someone and I'm eager to talk to him. Every now and then I keep on checking my phone and hoping there will be a message from him but I know he won't message me at this hour..Hehe.. ^^,

Today's weather was freaking hot and I'm sweating all the time. Besides that, I also kinda worried about him and wanna remind him not to forget to drink plenty of water. Haha. I know I'm weird. Sadly, I don't have the courage to tell him that cause I feel myself damn annoying & irritating to him. Everytime I always wondered if he will think of me or miss me. Then,my mind keep on telling me neither.

If one day..ONE DAY he message me and saying that he missed me. I will be over the moon *moo*moo*. LOL. If that day did really come true, I think I'll be crying cause of happiness I feel within me. XD

WEE! Welcome to Chiang chiang family!

(My IPOD Classic 160GB )

Hehe. On the 12th of Sept(my b'day)..something shocking happened..that is..........MY IPOD!! I never thought that my daddy will buy it for me. *laugh laugh laugh*. Well,this is a secret between my bros,my dad and me. Yeah!My mom didn't know that my dad bought an IPOD for me cause she will scold my dad for sure.:D. I know you guys will think that we are BAD! I don't care..=p

My IPOD cost about RM1400..well,this include the cover and a portable charger la..I also scolded my dad for buying it. This is because lately my family having some financial prob but now everything is settled!*wink wink*..Anyhow,I wanna tell my daddy that "AISHITERU~~!!"..Haha..If I can,I will give him a big huggiezx and a big big big KISS~!

DIWALI or DIVALI?

Yo,HAPPY DEEPAVALI to everyone out there (no matter you are a chinese,malay,christian or singh or anything). Just have fun and go crazy to the max ya!!

ciow ciow..^^

Thank you!

To my friend > James

Hey James,I really wanna thank you for always being there for me and comfort me. I really appreciate it. I know you always care for me as a friend. I'm glad having you by my side. and bout that "babi" guy thingy.. I'm okay with it alreay..haha..only you and me know who is that "babi" guy..kekekekeke.. ALIGATOH!!! *hugzx*hugzx*

Lots of love,
Lisa

You!

Every nite and day..I always wish you will send me a message to tell me your whereabout. Yes,I do worry about you and miss you like crazy. I wonder if you feel the same way. I have a feeling that you are just fooling around with me. Everyday I sit in front of my phone wishing that one day your name will pop out. I know that ain't gonna happen. At first you care about me and always give me a call. At that time I thought you are really serious about me but right now, I feel that you are a total stranger to me. I don't know what are you thinking or what are you doing.

Eventhough I send you a message, you will give me a short reply which showing that you are not interested in me anymore and giving me a cold shoulder. Sometimes, you won't even reply my message. I really wish I can go straight up to you and give u a slap *evil laugh*. I know you are always busy with your stuff and so on but at least you can send me a message showing that you do still care about me. Why do you always make me look like a stupid fool everyday waiting for your message??!!

I really started to hate you and feel like chopping you into million pieces (just joking,wanna express my anger). I always wanted to cry but I WON'T a single drop of tears for you. This is because you DON'T worth it. And you don't deserve love from anyone at all. GO TO H#LL!!

Love?

Love? What is love? I know nothing about this thing called "LOVE". All my friends said love is a great thing and cool. Well, to tell you the truth..I don't feel the same way. I think that love is a damn complicated thing which noone will understands it. I'm sorry to say this,okay? I'm just giving out my opinion. Most of my friends are coupling now and they seem to be very happy with their partner. I did really want to know how is it like to be loved by someone. I'm not talking bout family love or anything,k? Im talking bout couple love. From my friend's messages, her/his bf or gf will send "i love you","i miss you" and all those sweet messages to each other. Do they really mean it or they just feel fun reading those sweet messages from the opposite sex?

Yeah, I never date any before but I don't mind though. Heh heh. *wink wink*. A lot of people call me to find a bf. I don't know why they think at my age should start dating. Isn't 17 is too young to be involved in all this dating thingy? I know some of you guys out there don't agree with what I said. But still we aren't mature enough to love someone or take care of others. I really hope that God will reply my answer one day so I can get the meaning of L.O.V.E.

~ciow~