R.I.P Uncle Lai

About 15 minutes ago, I was informed that my precious cousin sister's dad (who is my uncle) just passed away. This afternoon around 2.30 pm I went to visit him with my elder bro and cousin brother. So, this blog is specially dedicated to him.

I am sure all of us are happy yet feeling sad that he has "moved on". We are feeling happy cause he does not need to suffer anymore. My uncle had a stage four lung cancer so he is doing chemo in SJMC. All of us can see that he suffers a lot. Even though I am not close with this uncle but I do feel sad cause my beloved cousin sister just lost his father. Everything will be different from this moment.

I do really hope that she and her family will be alright. May God bless them.

May you rest in peace Uncle Lai.

Condolences,

Lisa & the Family.

This is how I felt.

Your way.

I just realized that recently, we didn't talk to each other much. Last time, we used to keep in touch with one another every millisecond!!! But now, everything seems so dull and boring to me.

Both of us don't have much to talk about. It always ended up either me stop giving you a reply or vise versa. I am not sure if this is a good thing.

Somehow, there's something bothering about me and making me to doubt about you and US (sometimes not all the time)!!!

I am so afraid that the distance between us gets further and further.

Blank!

I don't know how I feel anymore. Everything is just way too different from last time. I think there's something in me is changing.

Why is it so complicated? I just want something fun and simple.

Whatever!!

You don't need to change yourself cause of what happened last time. After all, you still the same. To be honest, I am quite disappointed to see that. Guess nothing much I can do. I will just let everything be that way. :) I didn't expect you to be different than last time cause I know you won't and never will.

OMG!

Hey people,for two months already that I didn't update my blog. I got lotsa stories wanna tell y'all but I am too lazy to type it out. Since I am in a mood to type right now, I will just touch up on what I've been doing for the past 2 months.

I have been struggling in Form 6 life. But,it is quite fun when I can get to meet up my friends,crack jokes,have a little bit of arguement with them and etc. etc. Tomorrow I will be sitting for my very first monthly test. Hehe. I am feeling very nervous and worried as well. Form 6 syllabus is damn WIDE!!! What the hell?!?!?!?! This is seriously insane man. I don't know what am I doing.

Ok,thats all for today. Need to get back to my revision. =(

!@#$%^&*

Feeling stress from studies, missing someone, waiting for someones text & insomnia make you looks like an idiot and feel horrible!!

That's what I am feeling right now! ='(