Thursday, December 24, 2009
R.I.P Uncle Lai
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Your way.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Blank!
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Whatever!!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
OMG!
I have been struggling in Form 6 life. But,it is quite fun when I can get to meet up my friends,crack jokes,have a little bit of arguement with them and etc. etc. Tomorrow I will be sitting for my very first monthly test. Hehe. I am feeling very nervous and worried as well. Form 6 syllabus is damn WIDE!!! What the hell?!?!?!?! This is seriously insane man. I don't know what am I doing.
Ok,thats all for today. Need to get back to my revision. =(
Sunday, June 14, 2009
!@#$%^&*
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Ehh??
I saw an egg,sitting there alone all by itself. Why did it caught my eyes? Is because of it superb unique shape. It is totally different from other eggs. *Roses among the thorns* I was so amazed by it shape and keep on looking at it. I told my mom about it. Yeah,I was so excited about it. Hahaha. I am nuts! =D
Let us cut out all the crap and take a look at the egg!
Hahahaha. I know y'all must be thinking I am weird right for blogging about EGGS! I was just too freaking bored at home so I am just trying to do something. Hehehehe.
I need to get dressed for my friend's b'day parttteehhh (Swee Peng). I also would like to wish her Happy B'day!!!!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Comes Around.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
It's Love
You can't touch your hear but I feel it so clearly
What kind of melody can I honestly sincerely put this emotion into
Tell me you'll never mean to leave me
Believe me I won't let you cry upon my words
You have place in my heart
I need you all night
Whole life I was waiting for this
It's love
You gave me baby
It's like deep blue
Come this way
I'll lead you
Don't doubt my love
Do you see the star above us?
It'll never be gone
You don't need to feel lonely
It's only necessary to know me loving you
I want you to want me
How could I tell you?
How could I show you?
What else can I do?
Oh baby,
I'm in love with you.
Ahh,isn't it this masterpiece is beautifully written? Hehe. Hope y'all enjoy it. XD
Friday, June 5, 2009
Hold back!
Ahh, feeling so burdened!
SO restless!
So frustrated!
Really really don't know what to do.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Yo,I am back in action!!
Today I went to school to celebrate Teacher's Day! Owh ya,did I tell you guys that I am back in school? Yeah,I am doing form 6 now in La Salle,P.J school. The way La Salle celebrate Teacher's Day was different than my previous school. I think my former school is much better than La Salle. No offence to all La Sallians!! Hahaha. >.<
I performed today. Aiya,relax-la people. I perform with a bunch of friends. We formed a singing group consists of 12 people ( Sai Sudha, Parvin, Hema, Sharmilaa, Nicole, Rachel, Nagammai, Natasha, Sze Sze, Mui Koon, Michelle and last but not least is L-I-S-A). Well,we didn't really did a good job cause we just practised for one 2 days. 2 DAYSSSSSS!!! Can you imagine that? We were noticed to perform on Teacher's Day like on Monday? So yeah,you all can imagine-la how frustrated we were. Anyway,we enjoyed ourselves on the stage cause all the audience a.k.a the La Sallians cheered for us.
Oppss,almost forgot to tell you people that we actually sang "How Do I Live by Trisha Yearwood". As I am standing the front row (being the shortest in my group =.='') I have to memorize the whole freaking song in 2 days!! So,every single night and day I will be singing that song before I go to bed. Hehehehehe.
After all the singing,I went to PAANDI (a mamak next to my school) for lunch. There were 8 of us (Rodney,Aaron,Asha,Natasha,Rachel,Nicole,Sharmilaa and shortie Lisa). While we were "mamak-ing",we are planning to go for a movie tomorrow after being stressed for goddamn 2 weeks. After discuss discuss,we decided to go and watch Night at the Museum 2!! Then,we walked back to school and find more people to join us for tomorrow. Without us noticing it,we accidentally asked too many friends to go. Hahaha. They are Wai Hong(a.k.a Hong Hong),Sai Sudha,Hema,Nicole,Sharmilaa,Rachel,Natasha and maybe Nabila).
Ermm,I hope that tomorrow will be fun and crazy!! =D
Friday, May 1, 2009
Stop and Stare
Right now there is a HUGE thunderstorm striking in my mind. I am feeling so restless and I couldn't even breathe properly. I don't what is wrong with me. Out of nowhere I just become emo and feel like crying. I am feeling so suffocated in my own house. I really wanna step out of this room right now and go out have fun with my friends.
I am pretty sure some you of out there know the REASON why I am behaving this way. There is an anger in me that I can't express and that makes me feeling very very tired!
I have been thinking a lot lately. Haiya,so lazy to say everything. Will have to leave now. Ciao.
TAKE THIS!!!
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Ending?
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Sicko!
Ugh,I'm feeling half dead now! Gosh!!!!
Friday, March 20, 2009
Why Now?
Feel the love in the air!
We will never be apart.
Can love be as beautiful as this?
For the past few days I have been thinking to myself what if I get to know you first instead of him? Will I be happier now? I'm pretty sure that you will :
- love me more
- appreciate me more
- care for me more
- think of me more
- miss me more
Why now only you walk into my life? Why can't you be a little bit earlier? Everything will be different now if I get to know you much much earlier before I met him. Deep down in my heart I know that you will be a lovely guy who will be loyal to his girlfriend and will make her feel secure all the time whenever she is with you. And, the girl will be surrounded by love and everyday will be a Valentine Day to her.
Every morning,the girl's day will be brighten up by all the love messages and morning kisses you send to her. This can make the girl feels adored and being truly sincerely loved by someone dear to her. The girl will be proud to introduce you to her friends as a BOYFRIEND and not some random guys she knows.
I also can feel that whenever the girl is in your arms, she will feel warm and comfortable and a disaster day will turn into "it-doesn't-matter-anymore" day. You will be a guy who will make everythings right whenever there's something went wrong. You will be a guy who will NEVER EVER abandon his girlfriend no matter how busy you are. You will still keep your girlfriend in your heart and let her image running in your mind even when you are sleeping, you will still think of her and dream about her. You will be the guy who will never make your girlfriend worried about you cause you will send a message or give a call to your boo just to tell her that you are actually still alive and doing fine. LOL.
You will be the guy who will hold on tight to his girlfriend's hand and will not let it go eventhough there's a hurricane strike Malaysia. You will be the guy who will gently hold on to his girlfriend's heart as you know it is very fragile and will be broken into million pieces once you hurt her feelings and you will never able to put it back together those broken pieces.
And and and..The most important thing is you do definitely will always say those 3 magical words to your baby girl in order to let her know and feels how important she is to you.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
What's Wrong?
*Deep breath*
I really wanna let go of everything. Is it ok with you if I say I wanna stop all these? I know you were hurt twice. I want to give all my love to you but you doesn't give me an opportunity to do so. The time that we've spent together were just like a dream to me cause I can't feel any love from you. I guess we are not meant for each other. And, I do doubt about you sometimes. I don't feel secure at all when I'm with you cause I don't completely trust you!
You never accomplish all the promises that you've made. You just speak it out but you never really actually done it! *ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS*
The best way to make myself feels better is to stop contacting you or think about you. I shoud just erase you from my mind and act like we are just friends. If you do really love me...no,I don't think you love me at all.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Yippie!
Ahah,Let's see what I am going to crap about today. Hehehe. I will just start of how am I feeling today since SPM results will be out in 2 days time. I'm sure you all already know that cause I know some of you might be scaring your friends,brothers,sisters or cousins. Haha. Hmm,I am not feeling worried/nervous/scared. Can this be a good sigb or a bad one? I really don't know because this is not the usual me as in I always will get nervous whenever I'm getting my results. It doesn't matter if it just a monthly tests results or final examinations results. =.="
To let you all know, I will be flying up to Bangkok the next day after I got my results (13th March-16th March 2009). What a bad luck huh? LOL. Whatever it is, I will just hope that I will get good results for my SPM and I able to hit the target that I've been aiming for for the past 2 years! And also as a PAY BACK for all the SH*Ts I've been through during the month of SPM. Hehehehe.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
INSOMNIA!!!
Right now is going to be 2 a.m. I tried to get some sleep just now but my eyes are wide open!! ARRR! I'm feeling very very tired yet I just couldn't shut my eyes. What a sad sad sad case. And..now I'm feeling hungry but I don't feel like eating. =.=''. I think I'm going INSANE for no reason!! Hahaha.
Hmm,for these past two days..something shocking happened and I'm feeling happy about it. Hehehehe. Well,can consider as a MIRACLE laaaa~~ Kekekekeke. I really really never expect this to happen and this is the FIRST! I hope this won't be the last as well cause I don't want my mood got destroyed! I want to maintain this happy moment forever and ever and ever and ever and ever!! BUT...don't worry..I can bet RM105467487655315465463187496512 with you that this "miracle" won't last long one. Hahaha. So get ready for my upcoming blog when I express my anger about it. Hahahahaha. It will be very very soon,aite? ^^v
I'm sure most of you ppl will be wondering what this gila girl talking. Wakakaka. I know right now there are lots of question marks popping out on your head. I can see them from here!! Hohoho. I can help you to get rid all those question marksssss! You guys can just forget about it,don't think about it and don't bother! Just read this and buat bodoh. Hahaha. I'm serious about this you know.I'm not joking!
Monday, January 12, 2009
God!
I thought I can rely on someone to get rid of my boredom but it seems like is not working though. Hehehe. I guess I have to have my own plan to get rid of my own boredom since I can't spend it with my beloved ones.
There are bunch of movies I wanna watch it during CNY or maybe before or maybe AFTER!!.XD Let's see.. Here's the list :-
1)Inkheart
2)Underworld:Rise of the Lycans
3)The Punisher:War of Zone
4)Angels And Demons
5)Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen
And people,there is a good news I wanna announce..I'm actually getting better now. I'm not feeling sad anymore. =). Hehe. This part only "some people" know what I'm talking about. They are the one who comforted me and being there all the time when I need them the most.
Well,obviously there is a reason behind why I'm getting better. This is because I saw something which completely makes me wanna move on with my life and just forget about stupid things which have been making me like the unusual me. Hahaha. I hope you guys get what I wanna say.
BUT..I do still need time to be fully recovered right? Hahaha. Hmm, maybe I can do it better this time when I start my college life. Weeee,wish me luck peeps! Muaksss..
And god,please let me meet this "guy" again!! PLSSSSS!!!
Friday, January 9, 2009
Giving up oredi?
I've been feeling very tired lately not because of my work or anything but WAITING & TOLERANCE! I had enough and feel like giving up! Whenever I said I wanna give up, I just can't do it cause inside my heart said "It's ok,just tahan la. Everything will get better one day when this thing is settled." BUT....until now this matter haven't settle! I want to settle it as soon as possible yet I don't have the chance/time since that fella seems to be "lost".
This fella has been "lost" for about a month already and this sucks cause my feelings get shitty each day. I just can't wait to leave my house and have some fun to get rid of myself from thinking stupid stuff which I know it will going to happen one day or maybe SOON! After me going through all this waiting and stuff, I got to know how "other people" feel like. The feelings that I'm feeling right now really can get this fella get a bad bad bad bad bad scolding from me. *This HUGEEE volcano going to EXPLODE one day!!*
Okay, right now I'm going to get some sleep or maybe just cry to make myself feel better. Sigh,I wish I can lean on someone's shoulder right now. A guy will do. Hahahaha. I ain't joking.
Another thing is I am feeling regret now for not doing something. Hehehe. I think if I did that "something" back then..I guess I will be happier right now. =D
Hmm, people feel the love in the air!! *Breathe in* <3>
ciow
Thursday, January 8, 2009
1ST!
All right, the contents in these 2 boxes are different. The box on the left consist of a book full of his pictures and chinese words which I'm not able to read them and also a calendar. Those pictures in the book and calendar are freaking cool,okay? He is damn handsome. Hahahaha. Then the box on the right consist of his CD,a huge poster and a lyrics booklet. XD XD. This album is damn cool though. Hehehe.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Uhh Lala!
LET'S START THE BALL ROLLING!!
Today at about 7.45 a.m., my dad knocked on my room door and asked me to take care of the baby while he is on his way to work and my mom went to market to shop for some groceries! =D With the frustrated feelings in me I put my head back on my pillow after my dad left the house. Hehehe. Yeah,I'm kinda lazy to wake up in the morning during holidays. Haha. Can't help it! IS A DISEASE!!!! A SERIOUS one though. Wakakakaka.
Then,at 8.15 a.m.,the baby start making noise and I rushed to my mom's room to check her out. THANK GOD! My mom got back at that time.Phew! Lucky me. Hahahaha. Of course I went back to my bed to get back to my wonderful dreamland.
After feeling satisfied of sleeping,I woke up at 12.06 p.m. Hahaha. You guys must be thinking I'm a weirdo who always being so specific with the time. Kekeke. F.Y.I, I am a weirdo and I do always look at the time. You guys should try to ask my friends. Hahaha. Then, I went to brush my teeth and washed my face and..I DON'T tidy my bed! XD XD XD.
Guess what I had for my brunch? Nah,is not sushi or ginseng. Hahaha. I ate NASI LEMAK!! Nyum Nyum *saliva dripping* Erm, I didn't manage to eat finish it cause I drank too much water due to I added too much sambal. >.<
But I don't feel regret from doing that cause I'm a Spicy Queen! *rawwrrrr*
Around 12.45 p.m. I switch on the computer and watch some romance+comedy movie that is WILD CHILD! It was a nice movie though cause Alex Pettyfer is acting in that movie!! <3
Yeah,I love to watch movies a lot!! It's GENETIC! My dad loves to watch movies as well.
After the great movie, I surfed the net for awhile. And as you know after that I'm typing out this blog while messaging my friend. =D =D.
That's all for now!!
_ciow_
Monday, January 5, 2009
Happy schooling peeps!
Today when I was on my way home from work,I can see lots of students standing under the hot sun waiting for their bus to come. Everything looks new on them such as their uniform,shoes,socks,name tag,school badge and etc. etc.
While I was looking at them,I flashback to when I first stepped into my secondary school. I was excited about my new form 1 life cause I'm new to the environment ma. Hehehe. I remember I was damn blur in the school cause I don't have any friends but luckily I manageto meet back some of my best friends. Unfortunately, we separated cause my friends are going to morning session while I stay in afternoon session.
I'm feeling very happy today cause I can see most of the parents put a smile on their face. They seems to be very excited to send their children to school as in some of them just started their kindergarten,some going to secondary school and some going to primary school. Well,maybe they are just happy to "kick" their children away from home so they can just relax for a moment after all the headache caused by the "little creatures". Hahaha.
*Deep breath*
Right now I'm missing my busy life as a Ass. Head Prefect II. Every Monday I will run up and down the school hall just to get ready the PA system for the assembly. Yeah,I do sweat a lot on Monday. Haha. A morning exercise for me! =D
Hmmmmmmmm...
All I do know is relax at home and plan what should I do for tomorrow as inI have so much free timeeee..WEEEEE!!!
Sunday, January 4, 2009
YATTA!!
Time seems to be flying very fast! So treasure every moment you guys have & appreciate the one you loved the most!
Last but not least,I wanna wish those who are taking UPSR,PMR,SPM and STPM this year!! STUDY SMART!!! =D
I've completed 3 tasks(UPSR,PMR & SPM). Hehe. I don't think I will be going form 6. XD XD.
All the best peeps!!
Love,
Lisa