Alright, right now I'm feeling so frustrated & mad for some reasons which I'm not going to say it out here. Grrr, I really wanna hit something to release my anger!!
I've been feeling very tired lately not because of my work or anything but WAITING & TOLERANCE! I had enough and feel like giving up! Whenever I said I wanna give up, I just can't do it cause inside my heart said "It's ok,just tahan la. Everything will get better one day when this thing is settled." BUT....until now this matter haven't settle! I want to settle it as soon as possible yet I don't have the chance/time since that fella seems to be "lost".
This fella has been "lost" for about a month already and this sucks cause my feelings get shitty each day. I just can't wait to leave my house and have some fun to get rid of myself from thinking stupid stuff which I know it will going to happen one day or maybe SOON! After me going through all this waiting and stuff, I got to know how "other people" feel like. The feelings that I'm feeling right now really can get this fella get a bad bad bad bad bad scolding from me. *This HUGEEE volcano going to EXPLODE one day!!*
Okay, right now I'm going to get some sleep or maybe just cry to make myself feel better. Sigh,I wish I can lean on someone's shoulder right now. A guy will do. Hahahaha. I ain't joking.
Another thing is I am feeling regret now for not doing something. Hehehe. I think if I did that "something" back then..I guess I will be happier right now. =D
Hmm, people feel the love in the air!! *Breathe in* <3>
ciow
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